Lost my little boy

[Roc9166]

On 01/10/2009 my wife gave birth to twins at 28 weeks. My son, Brandon, live for about 1 1/2 hours but died while I was holding him. We were gratefull that we daughter Sophia survived and is a very healthy and doing great. I think what i hate most is seeing families with three kids. I have a fantastic 5 years old son and I would have love for him to have a little brother. But now that will never happen. Sometimes I feel I'm lucky because I have a great son, beautiful daughter, a good and mother wife and a nice house .....but for the rest of my life there will be something missing.......

[marasam1210]

I am so sorry that you lost your little boy. I hope the pain eases in time, though I imagine it may never disappear completely. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.

Sincerely,

Malie

[vonne2]

I am so sorry you lost your son. I can not even begin to imagine the pain you and your family must be going through.
I am sure you will always miss and ache for him, but I hope you all will be able to find joy in each other.

[inshockmom]

Originally Posted by Roc9166

On 01/10/2009 my wife gave birth to twins at 28 weeks. My son, Brandon, live for about 1 1/2 hours but died while I was holding him. We were gratefull that we daughter Sophia survived and is a very healthy and doing great. I think what i hate most is seeing families with three kids. I have a fantastic 5 years old son and I would have love for him to have a little brother. But now that will never happen. Sometimes I feel I'm lucky because I have a great son, beautiful daughter, a good and mother wife and a nice house .....but for the rest of my life there will be something missing.......

My first set of twins were born at 25 weeks. Sophia lived 2 weeks and passed away, Ava was in the NICU for 3 months. It's hard. So hard. But the survivor brings so much joy! I wish I could say it gets easier and while the pain isn't as intense, as often, it still hurts. There will be something missing from your life forever. There is no way to get around that. I pray for peace for you and your wife and many blessings upon your family.